
posted : 22.3.09
title : random-nesses galore
1.23pm random-nesses galore yes, gonna bum at home the whole day today and yeah, there's nothing to do. one thing that's stuck in my head tho. see? my dear is not a malaysian. he's a singaporean, but studying here. he was asking me the other day if, lets say if his parents wants him to continue taking his masters in Singapore, could i handle being in a long distance relationship? he knows real well that i am not into long distance relationships. i don't think it'll last, and all. but i was thinking about it through and through, and yeah, maybe i could. no, i CAN handle it. ill do anything, and i mean ANYTHING to avoid losing him. hey! Singapore is really near to Malaysia what? i can go visit him. YAY! and yeah, i pray so so so hard that ill get into Taylors College; taking diploma in Interior Design cause that's what ive been wanting my whole life. ngeh~ i just cant wait to taste the fresh air of college life! im missing school so very badly already! ah, and yeah, my tutor hasnt informed me about my QTI test! i have to be reminded to call her to remind her about it! see? even im talking crap in my blog entry today cause i have no freaking idea on what to talk about. even my best friend is not replying my SMS! i know i cant be with you 24/7, but it seems that you're always here with me in my heart, my soul in those wonderful memories in my mind, they just play back when i miss you and i end up missing you even more; i cant stand not being with you; i love everything about you; the feeling i get when i get hugged; kissed by you just the thought of it will make me break down cause i want that i miss you! xx |