
posted : 30.4.09
title : happy thursday guys . . | YFC come on , no fear ! eat balut ! | im missing Jubbly so much , it hurts
11.35am happy thursday guys . . literally, today sucks as well. just know that mum & dad would not let me drive ever again. gawd, that is just so unbearable. of what nerve can they possible pay almost 2 k just for my license, seeing me make two tiny mistakes when only i drove only twice and bother punishing me by not letting me drive? my goodness. its like, giving up my P license to them and ripping the P stickers on the car. tell me, what's the use of the stickers and the card now? pfft. this has just gotten my trust on them, from 25% to 10%. seriously, i couldn talk to them anymore. infact, i never could. especially with daddy. fuh~ those people who are out there, that they're ok with their dads and mums, do NOT do anything to ruin that. i dont want you guys to feel hell, as what im feeling right now. introducing ... ![]() beloved C H O C O although you tell me you love me i dont see it they way you take care of me protecting me; and guiding me it just hurts me more and more be gentle, be kind remember, no one is as strong as you i love you , but dont make me hate you even more 7.12pm Y F C come on , no fear ! eat balut ! so, remember the ILC we went on the 3rd - 5th of April ? yeah, i just saw the Balut - eating video! yay! if you wanna see, [click] , and be sure you find me, ok? im the girl who talks alot, wearing pink stripes. seriously, i do talk alot. LOL. enjoy! there's a party at our place, so yeah, woopie doo. gonna attend to them now. update more later. 10.52pm im missing Jubbly so much , it hurts so, as mentioned in Jubbly's blog (that is if you all can read it) we talked on the phone for quite a well. i actually let everything out, practically everything out. gah, i miss him so badly. i want him by my side cause these past few days have been H E L L. i need him to be there to feel loved ; support ; protected. i can break down easily at times; and dear knows that. i just need him, i really really need him. seriously, if anybody take dear Jubbly away from me, i will will will KILL them. its just a metaphor but yeah, ill get realy really PISSED. so yeah, logging off now. holars! ![]() we ' re alike ? you decide . i feel protected when im in your arms around me, ill feel safe its like the whole world stop and when i look around myself everything seems to be gone all i can see is you and me all i can sense is us being there at the same place, at the same time together and it feels like magic and if this is a dream i will never ever ever wanna wake up from it |