
posted : 29.4.09
title : bad bad baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad day ! ! ! | lookey here ! | my my my ...
5.29pm bad bad baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad day ! ! ! today is a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad day! very very bad! fuhhh~ its an unlucky day for me and dear Jubbly. read Jubbly's blog to find out his unlucky day. mine's ... fuhhh~ my dad. wanted to ask some advices, he gave me in a strict; loud and straight forward way. look, people are different from you, Dad. some are not at all strong, like your daughter! he has to learn to be more gentle with me. he thinks that i dont think about my own future? dude, its MY future, ok? i planned everything, and i know roughly how i want my life to be. oh yeah, and and and ... dearest Jubbly, i miss miss miss miss you so so much. we will make this work , you and me . see? look at those two hearts. you said before, it resembles us. the big one, its you and im the smaller heart. it hangs on my neck for almost three months now. and it'll hang there until my love dies for you. and that would be, when? N E V E R 6.31pm lookey here ! isnt that just adorable ? ? ? 10.14pm my my my ... ♥ when i close my eyes, i can really feel it your arms around me tight it made everything feels so right i can feel the way you gently sniff my hair the way you do every single time we go out and tears will just fall and ill just scream and long to break down that wall oh how i miss being by your side and to just hug you from behind and not caring if people stare or if people would whisper and then glare yes, when we walk, hand-by-hand people will look cause we're completely different, size and all but that doesn't make us fall it make us love each other more it grows more and more each day i only got one thing to say i will love you, till my last day yes, baby dear, that how much i miss you. gawd, i can cry just imagining your smile. i was watching television just now, watching the show 'Are You Smarter Than a 5th Grader?' and i brought Choco with me. See, Choco was given to me by Jubbly ♥, and since he gave me Choco, a part of him {his scent} actually lingers on to Choco, so it made me miss him more. he was playing futsal, so, i couldnt sms him. i could, but duh, he wouldn reply. haiz~ and yeah, another post for today. together , we are inseparable |