it's just another boring day. i was just thinking on my future. how i want to face people out there, and how i want to carry on in life. im weird, i tell you that now. i have really weird obsessions; even dear thinks im going nuts at times. i don't care at all what people think about me, my relationship with dear, and how i run my life on my own. some people think its wrong to be that way, but i think its just self-respect. of course, i'm polite, graceful and poise, at times, but no one's perfect. i have my flaws. this is the real me. a loud, active girl, who loves being around her family and friends. yes, im obsessed with numbers, and yes, my friends are mostly guys, but is it wrong? i can relate to guys because in a way, im like them. im not those typical girls who are into labels and fashion, who tries their best to stay away from the sun. no, im not like that at all. i prefer wearing jeans than skirts / dresses (unless i have to), im adventurous and sporty, so i dont care whether i get dark or not, sometimes im really loud and i act crazy , but i can still come to my senses. i am still human. i still have feelings. now you know the real me, feel free to talk, cause somehow my ears shut their entrance down against those words. i love it the way i am. i know my true friends stands by me and tolerates my flaws as how i tolerate theirs. and im really grateful to have my family, who have always supported me. my friends, yes, they too, have been by my side, advising me, keeping me on track. and a heartfelt thank you to my dear, for opening my eyes to see the world in another angle to be more positive in life. i love you, my dear. and will always do.