
posted : 20.4.09
title : we need sleep ! gaga ! | bumming bumming ! | more more moree . i want more more moree .
4.12am we need sleep ! gaga ! see? what i told you! i cant sleep! since i woke up 'yesterday' at 11pm till now. thank goodness dear is so kind to stay up with me. we're chatting the whole night. yay! and i was making .gif(s). so yeah, seriously, im bored and no effin thing to do these past few hours. rearranged stuff on the blog, as you can see if you followed my blog since its first post. to dear, im so so so sorry that you're forcing yourself up because you want to stay up with me, but thank you dearly too! i love you xx g a h!! gotta go to bed now. ><" ![]() cute eyyy ? the stupid chicken is crowing and were just going to sleep! 1.00pm bumming bumming ! i didnt just woke up! i woke up at 8am today cause my dad was making so much noise outside. ugh. i noe, i promise dear to wake him up right after i woke up, but we slept at 4 and if i woke up at 8 again, he'll only have 4 hours of rest and its not good. so, i waited till 10.30am to call him to wake him up. i was just about to call him, when all of a sudden, i got a 'good morning' text message from him! i want my official P license! i want i want i want! oh when, oh when, can i get the card? i SMS-ed my tutor today, and she said she'll inform me if the card's done. fuhh. blog codes wasnt working again today. i really blew. i deleted almost everything, and now im regretting it. ==|| yes, im dumb. dont need to rephrase something that i already knew. haiz. i miss dear! i do i do I DO. even if i just saw him yesterday, im throwing mood swings just because i miss him so effin much! even my sister thinks its 'my time of the month'. ugh. ![]() its all said and done . yes ! everything is just perfect 5.31pm more more moree . i want more more moree . i was bloghopping cause i was so effin bored, and i go through blogs who has pictures of their 'chayunks' and links to their 'chayunks' blog. lol. make me miss dear more and more. ugh! eventhough we've been together for only two months, it seemed that we had been in love forever, right dear? ill tell you all about my dear in this section. personal details wouldnt be mentioned. gracias. the first time we went out, on his birthday, it made me realize how much i want to be his. when he's away, every message he sends to me makes my heart skips beat, and melts at every word he said. and at that final moment, i couldnt stand anymore. 'just a short sms' i thought to myself. 'now!' grabbed the phone, and typed 'i love you'. he replied 'i love you too.' in the darkness of the cinema, a whisper to the ear 'would you be mine?' and a soft scream came out 'yes.' it may have been a crush at first, 3 years before, and maybe the feeling disappeared in a while, but now, the feeling deepen more than ever. dear, i love you, and im ready to take your hand and walk down this road of life, cause for the very first time, my mind and heart are one, saying 'you're doing the right thing'. |