how time flies by. this is currently my 17 years 8 months and 15 days (not sure if accurate, but I was hoping it is) here in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. was born here, raised up here and still living here, and soon in the next two weeks (to be exact, on the 25th July) I'm leaving to experience college life in Kuala Lumpur, Peninsula. did few additional shopping last night with mum and Agie. bought 3 shirts from FOS and a new Esprit watch. It's nice finally having a watch I can use. I don't need to depend on my phone for the time. yesterday wasnt much of a thrilling day. was just playing Sims3 on lappie the whole day, did a few packing up and SMSed a bunch of people. I don't know who would be at the airport to wish me farewell, cause I havent done it for anyone yet, but I hope there are some people who will be willing to do that. of course, guranteed, I'll miss everyone here. I'll miss my family, I'll miss him, I'll miss the kampung gang, I'll miss the youth, I'll miss the school buddies, I'll miss the Ah's. how in such a phase in life that we're going through, its not easy to depart from a place where we've been all our lives and suddenly re-adapting to a new place, a new enviroment. one thing's for sure, I'm scared. I'm scared that I do not fulfill to my parents' expectations, I'm scared that temptations there get in the way, I'm scared that I will not be faithful to the person I cherished the most, but I know, God will be there with me to guide me through the whole way, and also supported by prayers done by those who cared for me. I guess I don't have much to worry, right? as long as God's there, my family's there, he is there, and all the guys are there, I know that I'll be just fine.