i cant believe it! he's only gone for a day and few hours, and i cant stop crying. == i need comfort, i need him. i miss JD entirely. yes, i do sound sad. very very sad, come to think of it, but he's not SMS-ing me back, calling me back and getting back with me. i feel so weak, so alone. i leave a wall post on his wall every (i dunno) 10-15 minutes, maybe less than that, check the fb chat after every 20 seconds to see if he's online or not (and still doing it while im typing this blog post) and im changing my current status to whatever im feeling right now. see his fb page, and you'll see it with lots of my comments. omfg. i feel so so so so so alone. i feel lonely, insecure and scared. just now he sent me only one SMS, saying that he and his cousins are staying with 3 families in a three-storey house cause its flooded, and there is no water, no food, and no electricity. i panicked, and started crying even more, cause i DID mentioned that i cant stop crying since he left, right? like OMFG i feel so sad. ==